To A dear friend

 When we first talked to each other I knew we would always be friends. Our friendship has kept on growing And I'll be here for you to the end. You listen when I have a problem And help dry the tears from my face. You take away my sorrow And put happiness in its place. We can't forget the fun we've had Laughing 'til our faces turn blue. Talking of things only we find funny People think we're insane-If they only knew! I guess this is my way of saying thanks For catching me when I fall......

mujhe jeene do

Soch  rahi thee raat ke andhare mein , dil ke akele mein .... Kya batora is safar mein, kya payaa kya khoya aaj is dagar pe?

Chahaa nahin kabhi koi haseen sapna, chahaa nahin koi kabhi bane apna.chahaa bas sukh dena,na kuckh maangna na kuch lena.

Kehete hai khuda hai ..kehte hain sabke liye khudha hai...kehte hai sabka apna khuda hai.... Hai toh kyun nahin jaanata kya hai meri nanhee khushiyaan ? Kyun ban kar reh jaati hai woh har dum siskiyaan???

Kab akhir kab main jee paoongee,dare bina sahmein bina main reh paoongee.Har ek hansi ka kub tuk doongi hisaab? Kab tuk milegi khushi mujhe odhe gum ka naqaab?

Kahin aisa na ho main thuk jaoon? Haar ke kahin main ruk jaaoon!     Mujhe jeena hai; suna khuda tumne ???? Mujhe jeene do ,haansee ke aakhir kuch toh pal batorne do ....kuch toh sukh sametne do..kuch toh pyaar paane do. Mujhe jeena hai bas MUJJHE jeene do!!!!!

Should I wait?

A thought just occured..Probably am freee to think so it came to me.. We talked a lot when we were younger .... We are runnnng in all different directions now..... Will probably want to talk a lot when we grow older.... Waiting to grow old fast then we can chat up like old times .....   A friend tells me"Dont think,catch up "! I tell her- maybe the ones i want to catch up with are already caught up!!!!!!

Summer's here

Been a long summer .... and still will be ... been a long time and still will be... missing my time.... and still willl ..... misssing life .... still will . when will the  journey  cease when will my moment arrive ... when will i stop a while ... when will i breathe and smile .....

 Seems like ages since i laughed , seems like ages since i  shared  a smile ... no friends , no family not even acquaintances ....   No partner ..... no neighborliness, no room mates  ,no one alive ?
  where have I  come to?what can i now do ? am i doomed this life of pain misery and loneliness or will i find some one who will be mine someday mine ?

morbid miserable thoughts shroud my life ,my heart is like torn apart by a knife ....  have i stopped thinking ? have i stopped living , have i stopped breathing , have i stopped being .......
 I think , therefore , I Am???

From Ma , with love

Soch rahi thee kaun hai woh jisne diya mujhe ek wajood . . Ma ne beti banaa kar ya beti ne maa banaa kar. . Joh bhi ho yeh ehsaas acha hai . . ma hoon ma se hoon . . . :-) happy mothers day:-) :-)

GONE ARE MY DAYS!

when I was younger I had many dreams ,
when I was youger I had many friends ,
when I  was younger I  wanted to live much longer !
when I was younger I thought less and acted more ,
 when I  was younger I always believed there was another door
when I was younger I had no Fear
when I was youger life to me was more dear
 but ,now gone are my days
the sun no longer shines its rays

 

LARA's theme ....

Somewhere, my love, there will be songs to sing

Although the snow covers the hopes of Spring

Somewhere a hill blossoms in green and gold

And there are dreams, all that your heart can hold

Someday we'll meet again, my love

Someday whenever the Spring breaks through

You'll come to me out of the long-ago

Warm as the wind, soft as the kiss of snow

Till then, my sweet, think of me now and then

Godspeed, my love, till you are mine again